I've been thinking lately about my past relationships I've had and common cause why each one ended was my trust issues.
My trust issues run deep and they stemmed from my father's absence in my life. He was there financially but physically.My father and I do not have a relationship and I can count on one hand how many times he has seen my five year old son. It's hurts me that he haven't seen his grandson or has taking the time to find out how great of a child he is.
I really can't say that my "daddy issues" is the cause of my failed relationships. I have to take the blame for not using my five common sense. I knew those men was not even on my level but I let them drag me down to theirs. I was trying to please them and I was losing myself in the process.
As I keep moving on the path of self rediscovery, the lessons I have learned has taught me to take care of the most important person....Me.
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